i rather stopped counting how many breakdowns i had over the last 2 months, first i thought i was just on the edge from my upcoming periods. then i broke down in the middle of my cycle and i knew i was just miserable all around. first semester in uni and depression will do this to you. multiple exams coming up and i know nothing😿!!!!!!!!! wrote my paper 2 days before deadline, and almost lost my soul over it. failed my latin test. feeling lost in the history of middle ages. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
depression continuing, my teenage years are slowly coming to end, didnt accomplish anything, all my friends are ahead of me by miles. everyone is living fun lives and have the time and energy to study on top of it. im the complete opposite, but for the most part, i have no one other to blame than myself. i hope 2026 will be kinder to me and others, and i promise that i will work on myself!!!!! no more doomscrolling, doomeverything.
other new years resolutions:
- piercing or tattoo, (i miss my vertical labret </3, but it was such a hassle)
- find a job
- read more
- find hobbies
- socialize more
get over him
anyways. happy late holidays to everyone and happy new year! <3
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