things to do to feel alive and other words without meaning

i havent felt alive and myself in a long time, so i cut my hair and started a blog. do i feel alive now? i dont think so, but atleast i spiced up my boring life.

other things to do to feel alive:

• go to parties, pub quizes etc... socialize!!!!!
• spice up your make up
• dont scroll too often, dont further your brainrot 
• develop hobbies.... hard. 
• learn a language
• boundaries, speak up. also hard
• be weird

last one is cringe but improtant, i lost my cool weirdness and i have to find it again. need to be esoteric, fitting in doesnt work for me, i will never fit in i will always be weird to other people no matter how hard i try to appeal to other people. dont be just a horse, be a unicorn ^_^